oh the simple life...

*@ mooneys bay 2011

I feel like a walking zombie. All I do is work and I have the crappiest work schedule ever! I gotta keep working hard to find something that is decent*..........

Counting down the days...

*umi cafe

Christmas is just around the corner and it's sort of strange...it doesn't really feel like Christmas at all. I haven't really done much to prepare for Xmas...nothing really to prepare for when you're broke as hell. I'm just so glad I have my family around.

Happy holidays and have a safe one!

H.

so tired..

My eyes are going to fall out of my head...

I know it's horrible to say.....

I can't wait till Christmas season is over!

I just started this new job and it requires all my time there during this holiday season. Real bleh. I really miss my last job....

The only thing I get to really look forward to so far is this.........



Can't wait.

H.

You...

cannot make the same mistake twice..
because the second time you make it,
it's not a mistake, it's a choice.

=)

"There's gonna be bad days..would do you do after that bad day?
Do you say you can't do this or do you say you know what...it's one bad day..I'll
do better next time."

MCJ

=)

Time

‎"You can spend minutes, hours, days, weeks or even months over-analyzing a situation or trying to put the pieces together, justifying what would've, could've happened.. or you can just leave the pieces on the floor and move the f*ck on."

3 more weeks..

Summer's not even finished and I'm already missing it!!

It was a good summer, I met tons of new people and experienced a lot of new things that I didn't get to do before. Although Summer was fun.....I'm looking forward for Fall to come.

To sum up Summer 2011?

Just let loose, have fun because you only live once.

Just Maybe..

"Maybe some women aren't meant to be tamed. Maybe they just need to run free til they find someone just as wild to run with them."

- Carrie Bradshaw

Friends...

You know you don't really need alot of em..just a couple of them who you can really count on.

yep.

It seems like I have neglected my blog.....I should start up again.

Anyways,

I absolutely hating going to the gym after 4pm....omg, the gym is just PACKED! It is crazy!! Maybe I should stop going to the RS gym and to go HC gym instead...it is a farther drive but at least I'm not like waiting forever for weights and what not..

I recently made a purchase at Lululemon but I am still thinking about whether or not I should return my purchase of not. I've wanted this since last year and although it didn't come in the different colors like last year, the style of this Tank is pretty much the same.

It is called the "Let it loose Tank" - it has a loose fitting outer layer with a inner bra to keep you covered and supported from exercising. Costed me a wooping $70ish! I got this in a size 6 but I realized it is a little big bigger so I'm either going to exchange it for a smaller size or just return it. I can't decide!!



In the meantime, life has been good and there is nothing too much to complain about. I just need to work out more. I feel out of shape esp' since I have been sick for 3 weeks..=|(.

Add oil to myself!

I hope you all have a nice day!

xoxo

H.

Cherish.

There's only so many times you can allow someone to let you down before you can't handle the disappointment anymore. When things change, people change, and it doesn't mean you forget the past, it simply means you try to move on and treasure the memories. Letting go doesn't mean giving up. It means accepting things that weren't meant to be.

There's a point in life when you get tired of chasing everyone, trying to fix everything. You got to do what's right for you even if it hurts. I've come to realize that in the end, most people turn out to be the person they swore they'd never become.

[ So cherish the people who stuck around ]*<3

"Sometimes things fall apart so better things can fall together"

A very daunting statement for me.

Something.borrowed

Loved this!

Sunny with a huge chance of showers.

All these years, I just wanted to keep it so simple between us. I know a lot of people want the whole situation to be "happy go lucky" but it seems so hard to obtain. I don't even know why I am blogging about this but hopefully it put some ease to what I feel inside.

You meet people and you get to know them but I mean you can't be chummy with the entire world, right? There are some people that you meet and right away you click but there are some instances where that magic just simply does not appear. I know it is a matter of trying and yep, I've tried but I'm having a hard time of letting go of certain things....

Stubborn ....yes, perhaps.

Raindrops falling on my head

The best thing to do on a cold and rainy day is to curl up underneath your blanket and watch to movies all night long hehe.

It's been a long day for me. My day started bright and early at 6am but luckily I didn't wake up tired or anything otherwise I'd be doing many mistakes at work which is a no no. I'm actually really nervous for this job......I want to make sure I know my stuff and not to make any mistakes.

Other than that, life is pretty boring. I started organizing my room and then eventually paint and what not. I need to find myself a little project this summer since JC will be working alot. Aside from renovations..I'm hoping to exercise but man I gotta stop being lazy.

Out for now,

H.

Living the little life...

I thought this mini trip would rob me out but nope...maybe a second mini trip is needed. Perhaps something with some sun, sand and beach?!


** Above - some of the restaurants I went to dine at.

Very delicious dinners.




** hairband from the Gap and Sandals from Charlotte Russe.

Inexpensive items. Hair band actually was a tad bit pricey @ $4.49USD but the two pairs of sandals were $26.00USD. Yup, that's all shopping I did while in the Fashion outlet.

Happy long weekend =)!

H

Emptying out the wallet...

I keep telling himself to stop buying things that I don't need...but it is so hard. Seeing how I didn't get to go on the trip so far ahaha made me =(.

The recent purchases that I have made were relatively inexpensive.. haha I guessI sorta did need it.



1. cassette adaptor..I have an ancient car and it doesn't come with all this high tech stuff. So, I recently went to purchase this from winners and it cost me about 4.99$(originally 8.99$) before taxes.

2. microwave rack..got two of these for about 1$ each(originally 3.99$) from T&T.

3. circle lens..angel brown and geo honey brown from candylens.com. I decided to buy from them just because I read some good reviews from Fuzkittie and also because they were giving away masks as well but..hmm I didn't get the masks but I did get a thank you card. I've used these two particular types of lenses before and grew to love them alot. I've used other ones but hmm the comfort level and the way it made me look wasn't to my liking so I'm going to be sticking with angel/geo brown for a loooong time lol. I think the total for the two pairs were about..46.00$.

4. acuvue contacts..yes yes, I still need my regular lenses just in case.

I find nowadays, I don't have anything to blog about...ahha I hope that will change soon.

Ciao,

H.

Fly high so high

Orientation day = looooooooooooooooooooooooong assss day but atleast we got the paper work done! A couple more weeks then no more freedom but $$$ is nice to have lol.

On a side note, G.E.M's album "My secret"..yes it came out long time ago but loving this album so much!
Music lovers///give it a try!

Second Time Around

I was never really a big fan of the Body Shop but I don't know what got into me I just really wanted to give it a try. The sizes of these products are all travel size because I wasn't sure if I was 100% sure if I want to commit just yet. I have to admit that these products aren't that bad but hmm..I tried these out for the last couple of days and I did notice a difference in my skin. My skin became softer, smoother and firmer. I also did notice that my skin felt more replenished. I don't know if I would go back and actually get the bigger sized bottles because I'm getting ready interested into the DHC and Khiels line after using their samples. I am currently using Shiseido right now and it is not working out me that well...its causing me to break out.

Anyways, no matter what skin care line you are using...exercising and eating well are BIG factors in contributing to healthy skin/heart!

Where is the sunshine?

It's already March. I haven't done anything exciting at all hence my barely blogging existence.

Sun/Sand/Crystal blue water. Yup...the trip isn't going to happen and it made me such a downer for such a long time and sorta still am. I hope the trip can happen sometime next winter...I'm like addicted to traveling and vacations. lol.

Work. Work starts pretty soon for me and I've become more nervous than ever and there I thought I wasn't but I am. On the other hand, I'm pretty excited as well because it is something that I have waited for such a long time.

Eating healthy and fitness. I've already started to see results after 3-ish+ weeks. I'm so glad I started working out again! I used to be such a fitness nut but then I started working full time and it went pretty much all down hill from there. Not to mention I had school on the side. With this new work schedule in effect, I think I will have more time to work out now. Tres bien =)!

Anyways, I don't have anything else much to blog about..haha I'm pretty boring actually.

Ciao.

Lalalallalalala...

Lovin' this Song: Casualty of Love - Jessie J

Boy oh boy!

"maybe you should eat make up so you can try and be pretty on the inside."

I like. Very good quote!

I can almost smell the Caribbean........

It's been such an emotional roller coaster ride but finally I got the news today that I have been wanting to hear for so long! I was offered the "position" at Statistics! I'm really eager and super excited to start!! I'm going to work so hard for this and hopefully everything that I wish for will work out for me!I feel such a big relief now and that black cloud that lingered around me is gone!

Other good news,Mr JC..he has an interview with F55 soon and I'm so excited for him as well!! Once we both get our feet stable to the ground....things will only get better for our future! Hard times now will only make a better future!

Hehe...that means we can book our Caribbean trip soon! OMG!

Oh Winter blues..

I really don't think that I am a winter person at all....

It's so cold out and I really don't want to do anything unless I really have to do it..even then haha I don't even want to. I know that it's bad and it may look bad on my part..esp' when the friends wanna hangout and stuff but ahh=(.

Where as in the summer, there is so much I want to do. It's the warm weather that really makes me happy. I probably sound so stupid but you all know that it's true. Conclusion : winter ain;t my thang...lol.

Ok, so I'm patiently waiting and I'm sorta tired of waiting and my bank account is suffering for this. Pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee give me some sorta of miracle.

Sick day Number 2343246768...

Being sick really sucks...can't concentrate and can't do nothing =(.

Anyways, more and more of my friends are getting engaged. I honestly feel super old right now because I grew up or went to school with these girls and one guy and man haha it is weird seeing them getting engaged/married off one by one. I sorta want to barf but I'm not too if it is because of me still being in sick mode or if there way to much love in the air and making is harder to breathe....LOL.

All I can say is that I am extremely happy for them because they found their other half whom they truly love and want to spend the rest of their lives. Hopefully, they will be able to deal all the hardships together through compromising, appreciation and what not.

I want to wish every couple all the best!!

<3 H.

Can't give up a good sale!

I don't know what it is but buying bathing suits makes me happy haha. I think it is because it reminds me of my vacations or something. It's been a few months since my last vacation and I have been craving to go on one so badly and it's like I can't get enough of it lol. I can't wait to go on the Caribbean trip with Mr. JC!!!He thinks I am crazy for wanting it so badly but who isn't excited to go on vacation!?

Anyways, the VS swim suit sale consists of some 2009 and mostly 2010 collection since the 2011 collection came out not too long ago. Some pieces go as low as $1.99 and I do have to say that VS has some pretty nice bathing suits and a lot of variety in the collection as well. My most favorite would have to be the bandeau style for the top and as for the bottom....anything really. I'm just browsing through the website right now and I'm hoping that I can pick up a few pieces....too bad the sales tax and the shipping just doubles what I really have to pay =(.

you work like a biatch your whole life so why not just take this as a mini break....

I just got back from having late night snack with a good family friend and I found this talk we had tonight was rather different than the usual. We're sorta both going through the same thing yet it will happen in two different cities or rather countries. She is actually heading to France for a year to study French and I....on the other hand is potentially moving for permanent work or who knows even temporary(long story!).

I always thought I was pretty mature about things but never would I have thought about feeling so down like this....this feeling of vulnerability. However, I'm just glad that I am not going through this alone and that someone else is going through it as well.

A few questions to ask myself:

- what is the right thing to do?
-what if I chose the wrong path?

Answer : I guess we'll have to see.....

listen up.

ohhh

Just got back from Toronto - Second session of the AC interview...very interesting and very tiring since it started at 7:30AM! Too bad I can't mention anything about the interview since it is confidential. Overall, it was a great experience and whether or not I get the position I am happy either way.

After the interview, I walked around downtown and at first it felt really weird but at the same time it felt very liberating. I loved it but it was lonely to walk around by myself. I mean there were people around but it still felt like I was alone. I wonder how it would be like if I got the job and started living in Toronto..... :S...I wish JC would be able to come with me.

Anyways, I got home around 7-ish by Grey Hound and hmm it was an okay ride....I much prefer the train but it was much farther than the bus station. Anyways, getting to know downtown Toronto a little bit more. Toronto's pace is so much more faster than Ottawa. People here are taking things slowly and really isn't in a rush but Toronto is a whole another scene.

Overwhelming yet interesting experience.

Bittersweet..

I always thought that I was the independent type which I know I still am but I never imagined that I am an inch closer to leaving home or well potentially leaving home. I've always pictured it as being good thing because it means that you are growing up but omg...it is harder than I thought. The only thing that I can do is to go with the flow with this situation...

Badluck!

Why is it that I am on a roll with bad luck!

Nothing is working quite so well with me and I am overwhelmed and really tired.

When will my luck change for the better and not for the worst?

haha.........

I don't know what it is but I just feel like staying home all the time and just watch dramas and work out. It's not that I don't want to socialize lol I think I am just lazy. Oh man, it especially sucks when I work constantly with customers....gwad, is it bad that I never want to talk to customers?Maybe that is why I don't want to talk to people lol. Anyhoo, I think the winter blues is getting to me...I really need some sun and beach or something.

I've been aiming to try to go on vacation in Feb but it seems like it might not happen but it might happen later on after that. One reason, I started this new job and would it look bad if I asked for a week off? Also, I applied to other jobs and I'm thinking they may call me when in Feb some time to come in.....I don't mind the vacation being postponed but not too long I guess it is ok since I will be saving more money then.

Can't wait to go on vacation!!!!!!!