Confused.

-my lovely Punta Cana trip in May 2010-

How should one live their life? I want to live my life the way I want it to be but it is hard not knowing exactly what you want to do. I mean., seriously, think about it...for the next 40ish years I will be working to make my living/to make ends meet and etc....

I want to have a career/job that makes me happy considering my last job was so shitty and this current one is starting to land in the pits as well. On the other hand, I want to make money and tons of it! I know you can't always get what you want because you won't be able to see the value in anything if it is given to you so easily.

People keep telling me don't rush anything and even some of my older clients tell me that same thing. They say "You don't want your life to go by so quickly, do ya? Just take the time to enjoy life." I understand what they mean but haha its a dog eat dog world..gotta walk the extra mile.

I know I'm worried as hell know but I shouldn't.