Two forks in the road

I know its sudden but I think I need start fresh or basically back to square one again. I am running around in circles and I'm tired lol. I need something stable, something that that makes me happy going into work and confident in.

It's crazy but I've decided to start looking for jobs again. haha..2 jobs in like 3-4 months haha..what have I become. Its not that I am not happy but I guess it is not really my thing.

2011 focus:
1. stay happy, healthy and fit physically and mentally
2. save up as much as possible
3. hang with the famailia more
4. hang out with friends

Night.

郑欣宜 - 有故事的人

Been feeling a little down lately and I think it is like a mix of a bunch of little things but I know I'll get over it........... a bit of time and music will heal all. I think it will take some mini changes here and there for a future to happen but it just seems like only half of your foot is in or rather half of your foot is hesitatingly in. At that current moment, it did have a little sting but now I am sorta like whatever.

2010 is almost over and what have I learned? A lot but the main thing is : "there are some things that you don't wish for but can happen to you or be said to you but as long as you can get yourself back up after being pushed down several times then that is all that matters. Confidence is key. " Every year I always say to myself to make it better than the last and no difference for 2011 as well. I'm hoping for better in 2011. No more being silly girl anymore.

On a happier note....I saw this in People magazine and I am so very happy for her.Love her style, attitude and changing for the better for herself...


Just hope I don't see her in anymore tabloids.......

Off to work tomorrow....selling things...bleh.

It's that time of the year again...woo not.

I'm usually not bitter around the holiday season but I don't know why I am this year and can't wait till the holiday season is over lol. I bet I say this now but when it is over..I will think otherwise. I think I know what it is though.....


Last night, I went over to a friend's Christmas party and the turn out was pretty good. I realize now that my drinking skills aren't that bad.



Going to be working quit a bit this week...BLEH!

Rushed...

Just came back from spending a couple of days in Toronto ...it was nice but felt REALLLY rushed. Doing things that I don't normally do and also the traffic was a time killer as well.

Anyhow, I've been trying to search for a new night and day moisturizer because the one I am currently using "Shiseido" is breaking me out. I'm thinking that it could possibly be all the chemicals and parabens that is breaking me out and looking back I don't think it really worked well for me at all because when I stopped using it my skin would be fine. So...I was walking by and saw Khiels and so I decided to go into the store and check out Khiels. I've been using the samples for about two days now and I did notice some changes in my skin. It feels much firmer, skin cleared a bit, and also softer. I also got a sample for Mr. JC and he seems to like his sample.


However, I have a feeling that I will order from DHC instead because I have been using their samples as well and it seems so be worker better than Khiels.

Goodluck to me...

I can't believe 2010 is almost over. This time last year I was probably working or about to get off work then head out with Mr.JC. I don't know why but I have bad vibes that 2011 might be a crappy year for me but lets just hope it ain't.

[Fab] Ah, I really don't think sales is my thing but gotta deal with it for now. Atleast everyone at work is uber nice/helpful and the clients are really nice as well. The downside, trying to "sell" a product(making it sound like such a cool product) and getting the client to buy it is the worst for me....I'm suck at bs-ing.

[Trip] O.m.g, I cannot wait!!! First time with MR. JC and two other couples which I'm really excited about. The funniest thing is that Mr. JC wanted it to be just the two of us going which shocked me because he always wants to do stuff with friends. None the less, I am sooooo happy. We're both saved up for the trip and just waiting as the near year rolls around.

[car] my car is so beat up and it got into its first rear ending accident last week. People should really be careful when they drive....

[saving money] this is something I have got to do.....gotta budget and only use money on things I really need.

[exercise] this is the second thing I need to concentrate on.

On a happy note, a position that I applied for in the GOV sent me an email letting me know that I passed the testing!! WAHHHH!! SOOOOOO happpy!!! I honestly thought it was a failure notice but nooooooooooooope!!!! I will get results by mail and I guess an interview will be held later??hm?